I deleted my last post cos of stupid ppl that didn’t know to mind there own business. I got rly drunk last nite n was talking to j n k bout m calling me last nite. It was a disaster!! I don’t know wat to do n now I’m going to miss my final cos of it! So stressed! N I have Ben single for so long but I am too scared to bring it up to j cos I m sure he’s better then k… I’ve Ben throwing up all day!! Y do I even get like that? N I don’t Wana scare j off! He’s bfs with my friend! Agh I m hopeless when it comes to boys…. Always have been!! I jus need to relax! I’ve Ben single for so long I miss companionship n being close :-( but I m so busy with wrk! N family problems!